On my way to Houston to celebrate my birthday, I had a short layover in Chicago. It was just getting dark as we were flying into the Chicago area. Lights below were starting to twinkle and it was a beautiful sight.
Looking out my window, I could see the airport below, and watched as we flew right past it, headed out to the edge of the city, and finally over the waters of Lake Michigan below.
Then there were a couple of what seemed like sharp turns to get us headed back toward the airport. It likely seemed a little more scary because we could see the frozen waters below, dark and uninviting.
Finally, we straightened out and the view was breathtaking.
Sometimes in this dream-chasing journey, I get stuck. My focus is on the end result, the destination. How soon will I get there? When will my dream ever come to fruition? “Are we there yet, mom”….oh wait, that is another type of trip! 😉
But really, have you been there?
Been headed towards that goal, maybe even been to the place where you can see the end in sight and then there is what seems to be a detour? You fly right past and think wait…where were the brakes?!
It can be frustrating. We pray, we ask God for guidance, but we have been so focused on the end that we have missed each and every beautiful moment along the way.
I don’t want to be a woman who misses the wonder of the journey. (<====Click to Tweet)
Sure the destination, the dream, the goal IS important. But I believe that God wants us to remain in the moment too. To see and recognize each step that gets us to our destination. See the beauty of the twinkling lights, even if it means we have to go out of the way and over rough waters to get there.
If you asked me today what my “dream” was, it looks different than it did a few years ago. I no longer feel the need to “make it” in the blogging world. I write when and if God inspires me to do so. If I am silent for a length of time, it is probably either because I am not listening well to God…or he is just working out the kinks in some areas of my life so that I can be of better use for His purposes.
Either way, my dreams now look less about what might be in it for me and more about what I might do for Him. And I want to be a woman who enjoys the journey.
And I say this with all the humbleness I can muster too…it hasn’t been easy. I have been discouraged when a post I thought was stellar wasn’t shared or liked or commented on. I have felt jealousy when I saw other writers publish a book or were invited to speak at a conference. Why not me, Lord? That has been my heart cry more times than I would like to admit.
But slowly, ever so slowly, I am learning that each moment in the journey is priceless. (<====Click to Tweet)
And I have a lot of learning to do. Maybe I will never write a book or speak at a conference…but that doesn’t mean this journey has been worthless.
On the contrary, I have been given so many gifts along the way. I may have spent too much time focusing on those things that seemed like the negatives of the detours, but when I step back and see the road for what it really is, I see all the friendships I have gained along the way, the prayers I have been given and been honored to pray for others. And the opportunities for growth and spiritual maturity as I learn to lean on and trust God with everything.
All of it’s hard work, but sometimes life is just that. Hard work!
The blessings that come from the difficult nos, the changes, and bumpy roads…they are gifts I will treasure for a lifetime. My friends make every moment worth it!
If you find yourself in that place, the place of discouragement and doubt. If you feel like your dream has passed you by…have hope! Take a step back and count a blessing. Find that gift in each moment and step forward in faith that God will make good come out of all of it. And until we reach that final destination, see that dream fulfilled…let’s find ways to encourage one another. Because this hard work can be tough and lonely at times. We all need a little support!
If there is any way that I can be praying for you, would you please leave a comment and let me know? It would be an honor to lift you up!
Shared By: Kristin Smith
Kristin Hill Taylor says
March 9, 2015 at 8:28 amYes, yes, yes. I love this! And, you’re right, sometimes the journey doesn’t make sense but it’s always worth it.
kasmith03 says
March 9, 2015 at 9:30 amOh yes, so often it isn’t clear to me during the situation, but I can always look back and see God’s presence during those times!
Meredith Bernard says
March 9, 2015 at 9:37 amSuch a good word here today, Kristin. I love your heart and I love how God poured this truth into you to pour into us. And you’re right…sometimes life is just hard work, but if He’s in it and equipping us to the work for Him, it is so worth it in the end. Love you! xo
kasmith03 says
March 9, 2015 at 11:07 amThank you so much Meredith!! I have been so encouraged recently by your posts on FB and the struggles you have had…knowing you are walking a similar path in some areas gives me hope. Thank you for being a blessing to me!!
comealivejenn says
March 9, 2015 at 10:13 amsister .. this is so good.. And I know you are impacting in ways you cannot even imagine. You have impacted my life friend.. I love that reminder this monday to not lose the wonder! Thank you friend!! ps: would love your prayers for our upcoming bloom conference.
kasmith03 says
March 9, 2015 at 11:09 amOh thank you Jenn! And yes of course I will be praying for the Bloom Conference…one of these times I will come and be a part of it! Would love to cheer you on in person!! 🙂
kathycheek says
March 9, 2015 at 10:46 amI think we all need that reminder to live in the moment and embrace the season we are in instead of always looking down the road to the next thing, whether we are chasing a dream or not.
kasmith03 says
March 9, 2015 at 11:08 amYes Kathy Yes!! I have to remind myself at times to just be in this moment…because we aren’t guaranteed anything about tomorrow!
Tiffany @ simplyforone says
March 9, 2015 at 11:09 amThis really resonated with me, Kristin. I’m such a results oriented person…I like the check mark of a job well done. But God doesn’t always let us have that, especially when there is more work to do. Yes, hard work! He’s been showing me (and my stubborn heart) over and over to focus on the process and leave the results in His hands. Thank you for speaking truth and reminding me again!
kasmith03 says
March 9, 2015 at 11:30 amOh Tiffany, I am too!! This has been a tough work in me as well…a continued progress but I am grateful to know there are others walking the same path! 🙂
Sabra Penley says
March 9, 2015 at 11:27 amKristin, I love it when God affirms over and over the message He is trying to get through this thick brain and selfish heart of mine. And this post is one of those affirmations. Thanks so much!
kasmith03 says
March 9, 2015 at 11:31 amSabra – this is all God’s timing! 🙂 I wrote this post in like 10 minutes in the airport back in January. I love how God used me and my what seemed like ramblings to be an encouragement at just the right time! {Hugs}
jillonajourney says
March 9, 2015 at 5:47 pmOh so needed today to hear this. It was a disappointing day because I thought major things I was waiting for were happening today….but no not today.
kasmith03 says
March 9, 2015 at 10:02 pmJill, I am praying for you as you wait! It is so hard to wait, but I know I have seen God do some amazing things in my waiting times. Hoping and praying that for you!!
Stacy says
March 9, 2015 at 7:42 pmKristin, so much truth in this that I can relate to and experience myself. So many times I want to ARRIVE at the destination already! Thank you for the reminder that the journey in and of itself is a beautiful thing – even before the destination is in sight. Thank you for sharing your heart with us!
kasmith03 says
March 9, 2015 at 10:09 pmStacy, thank you for your encouragement to me!! 🙂 {hugs girl}
betsydecruz says
March 10, 2015 at 7:40 amThis is so good, Kristen. I tend to be task-oriented and goal-driven, so I need reminders to enjoy the journey. That’s one thing church planting has taught me. I love your perspective on blogging and writing. Such a healthy place. You can pray for me to enjoy the journey! And I’m praying right now the same for the sisters in the comments above.
kasmith03 says
March 10, 2015 at 8:20 amThank you so much Betsy!! This is a reminder I need myself all too often!!
Heather Hitchcock (One Voice Worship Ministries) says
March 10, 2015 at 9:33 amWhat a beautiful read, Kristin. Thank you for your honesty, transparency, and vulnerability. I can relate to so many of the thoughts and feelings that you have experienced. I’m grateful that I’m not alone on this journey! Your prayers would be greatly appreciated as my husband and I are in a season of transition out of business ownership and into vocational ministry as we feel led to plant a church in the town where we live in Ohio. We both felt called to vocational ministry service many years ago (when I was 16 and he was in his mid-twenties), but sovereign delays and detours (my husband’s first wife passing away from cancer 14 years ago, forging a new family and raising his two daughters, numerous medical crises I have experienced, business endeavors going much differently than expected, financial strain, etc.) have extended our journey to our destination and at times, have caused us to question our call. Yet over the years, we’ve experienced so many beautiful sights along the way – seeing people accept Christ for the first time or return to Him after a season of waywardness, maturing spiritually ourselves, growing and developing our skills for serving Him more effectively, leading corporate worship experiences, and serving and being ministered to by some of the most amazing co-laborers for Christ. While it’s been a challenging journey, we wouldn’t be the same without those experiences and in retrospect, wouldn’t trade any of those moments to expedite our arrival to our personal “Promised Land”. Thank you for this much-need reminder and perspective check. Perhaps what’s most important is our journey with the Savior rather than our grand arrival at His destination. And His timing and plans are always perfect 🙂
May the Lord continue to inspire you to bring Him glory through your words. Kristen, you are a beautiful light shining brightly within the body of Christ, a beacon to which your sisters in the faith can look to be pointed to the Savior!
In Spirit & In Truth,
Heather
Kristin Smith says
March 10, 2015 at 12:44 pmHeather I will absolutely be praying for you!! It sounds like it has not been an easy path by any means, but WOW what a powerful testimony you will have that will encourage others in their struggles! Keep fighting forward and trust that He is your guide in everything. And please keep sharing your journey with us!! {hugs}
Ellen Chauvin (@eechauvin) says
March 10, 2015 at 12:33 pmKristin, I tend to be so focused on the tasks at hand , that I forget there is joy in the journey! But I am learning! Better late than never, amen? Beautiful post, thanks so much!
Kristin Smith says
March 10, 2015 at 12:44 pmThat is what I tell myself over and over…better late than never! 🙂
Maddison says
May 25, 2015 at 11:50 pmI love this! Thank you for being vulnerable with us. I too don’t want to be a woman who misses the wonder!!
shirley says
March 9, 2015 at 9:52 pmHi Kristin, I can’t tell you how much I needed this today. I’ve been going through a longsuffering and very difficult journey, with ample doubts and fears on a daily basis, but lately I’ve been thinking about the progress of my journey and what I’m supposed to learn from it as I go forward. I can’t help but wonder even though I don’t enjoy this pain or heartache that maybe there is joy or beauty in the struggle if we look for it? I’m going through the hardest time in my life right now, feeling like I’m drowning or hanging on by just a thread so I would absolutely appreciate any prayer from you. Thanks.
kasmith03 says
March 9, 2015 at 10:11 pmOh Shirley, I am praying. Thank you for sharing your struggle here…I believe that when we share our hurts we allow others to help carry the burden. I am praying that God would just lavish you in His love and peace and bring healing and hope to you. Thank you thank you for coming here…you are so appreciated!